day 25 - someone who fascinates you and why. my father fascinates me to know, he has such an encyclopedic knowledge of sports and i dont even know where he gleams it from, he doesnt have the internet, doesnt read the paper that i know of and he doesnt really watch tv but he knows all these stats at the drop of a hat. he is smarter than anyone i know, is so loving and has stayed with my mom all these years even though i know they have come so close to braking it off several times. he is patient and kind and hardworking and just amazing in my eyes, but he is also an enigma because i dont really know anything about him from before i was born which makes me a little sad and i have tried to get to know him better. its also harder for me to express my feelings for him than it is to anyone else like telling him that i love him is the hardest thing i ever do, and i know he feels the same way, which is weird in and of itself, maybe its because i love him more than life itself, in any case he fascinates me and i love him for it.
day 26 - what kind of person attracts you. i would like to tell you that i like white boys but i always end up with brown ones, i like a boy that is smart and funny, sarcastic, has a biting wit and knows what he wants in life. someone who can read, who’s always trying to learn new things loves comics, basically i want a nerdy boy. what can i say.
day 27 - a problem that you have had. i have a huge anger problem lately where i have no patience for anything and it just upsets me
day 28 - something that you miss. i miss the old days of 2 summers ago being 22 and playing beer pong every night, hanging out with jon woods every day and having stupid drunken fun, passing out in parks
day 29 - goals for the next 30 days. do better
day 30 - your highs and lows of this month everyday
is a huge no no, and it was never allowed in my household. my mother was/is the kind of woman that could read your mind. if there was a smart ass remark on the tip of my tongue or passing through my head she knew it and she would smack me. as an adult i dont even want to be disrespectful to my parents anymore because i can see everything they have done with their life all their hard work and dedication. it kinda washed all the disrespect out of me. day 20 - a song to describe the weather or your current mood
mellow yellow day 21 - one of your favorite shows.
right now supernatural, ive been watching it over and over and over, i gleam new information from each episode which makes it even more interesting. they have amazing writers day 22 - how have you changed in the past 2 years?
i drink way way less now and as a result i now throw up less day 23 - give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.
woops Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
Ryan Hunter got a tumblr after envy broke up and i really wanted to follow him and see what great things he was going to be doing with his career, and i really liked the way tumblr worked. plus i had been thinking about getting into blogging again so it seemed like a great opportunity