i dont have mych to say today except for the fact that i dont have anything to say.
although ive been thinking lately about how i dont know if i could put out all my deepest darkest secrets on the internet for everyone to see, even when it is on a site that no one knows exists. and i dont really have any juicy secrets, or any thoughts. lets have a go.
When i was a freshman i had a super crush on this dude named tony, he was tall dark and ugly, he was rude and weird and for some reason unbeknown to myself he was my dream guy. We never talked, we didnt have the same friends, we werent even in the same grade. the only reason i knew he existed was because he was in band just like me, and the only reason he knew of me was because i was that weird girl that stared. that was one of my biggest problems i had was that i stared. two years later he graduated and we never really did talk and i never figured out what i saw in him.
7 years later i still dont know, but